Life is filled with awe-inspiring, meaningful moments; sacred pivot points in the midst of an arguably harsh reality at the moment. Mindful that we are currently “lodged” between both a death and rebirth cycle, the more conscious awareness that we can bring to everything we are observing and the more we breathe into and feel the vertical dispensation of a very New Light, the more we recognize that we are not alone in this earthly battle and that there is tremendous guidance, support, revelation and direction from higher and greater realms of wisdom.
This Eclipse/9/9/9 passage was intense for me. It was a bit like walking through a dark tunnel, lined with gnarly vines, doing their best to ensnare me – hold me back and bound to a dying structure of reality. As new humans, we know that metaphor is the language of the Light – it helps us to feel the energy of an experience rather than try to analyze it with the mind. Make no mistake about it, this battle, old to new, dark to light, death to rebirth of a new planetary reality and species, is REAL.
But no matter the physical (ascension) symptoms or gymnastic escapades of the mental and emotional bodies… I kept moving forward CONSCIOUSLY through this passage. I changed up my already high-vibe routine and spiritual practice. I moved with the light – and felt nurturing, practical love that had a frequency much different than the lower vibrations and determination of the dark to succeed.
I AM juggling 3D chores and errands that need to happen, working with clients while scheduling and bookkeeping, constantly creating new content, preparing for a Fall Equinox Gathering… I AM awake at 5:30am, asking what do I need to do to set this day on the highest possible trajectory and lean into the Light and beauty of Birth and New Life… when I really just feel tired and sad for the souls going along with a very old story, the old cycle of humanity.
I came in and out of the Light during this passage, I felt the Great Mother with me, calling me throughout the day as my body and mind and heart worked vigilantly to cooperate with what is RISING – the Truth of a New Creation.
I was out at the river, determined to fit 4-legged time into a labyrinth of a day… I noticed something lodged between the river rocks, out on an island in the river. Something bright white, for a moment wondering if it was a piece of quartz? I made my way over and bent down to pick it up – discovering that it was actually a white moth. Had it drowned? Did its wings somehow get stuck and weighted by the river stones? I didn’t care, in that I knew/felt that even dead, this was a magical gift to discover. I picked it up – ever so gently – as moths tend to be very delicate. I laid it in the palm of my hand and delicately cupped my fingers around it, creating a small chamber, almost like a tomb, of reverent gratitude.
I carried that moth for nearly an hour of walking and exploring, til we got back to the car, thinking this would be such a treasure to have on my altar. This is how I would honor this gift.
Just before arriving at the car, I felt movement :-o, a slight flutter in my hand. I slowly opened my hand and that white moth flew free! Not slowly, with labor, as if coming out of a stupor. But JOYFULLY – quickly, with exuberance – dancing a few circles around me before spiraling off to new life.
Stillness captured me: a perfect, zero point, no mind, no thought, utterly still moment outside of time, taking in what had just occurred. I feel it still.
Spiritual meaning of finding a white moth:
Symbolizes transformation, renewal, new beginnings. Often bringing messages of hope and guidance from the Divine.
Spiritual meaning: Represents tremendous change, but also seeks the light. TRUST THE CHANGES THAT ARE happening.
I AM not sure if I saved that moth… or it saved me. I imagine a little of both.
This was a moment of pure mysticism, of realms collapsing and a heart activating; which is exactly what these passages are all about. It is not lost on me that this experience happened on 9/11, as our nation mourned the remembrance of September 11, 2001. There was great sadness in the air as well, with the assassination of a brilliant young mind who, though controversial, was rallying the younger generation to use their voices to create change, while encouraging thoughtful, civil dialogue even amongst those with radically differing viewpoints. These are not easy times. These are times inviting us into a deeper, more intimate relationship with what only Divine Intelligence and a higher Love can make sense of. This Blood Moon/9/9/9 passage was necessarily volatile and unpredictable. The energies created an amalgam of confusion, enlightenment, pain and ecstasy; the opportunity to personally and collectively see where our foundations are strong, or fragmented, and in so doing, fearlessly accept hard truths around our inner and outer realities.
The Light is present in all things, in each moment, always, no exception. When I woke up this morning, as intense and demanding as the past handful of days has been, there was a dramatic SHIFT in energies, a felt lightening of the depth of passage just walked through. I had a truly profound sense of having come out on the other side of something and with that, a tremendous sense of Gratitude. Death and Rebirth, everyday, as we make our way to something brighter, a reality filled with promise and wide open possibilities, where the greater Truths Rising far outweigh the fearful ignorance still clinging to an old and increasingly powerless paradigm. Stay in your hearts new humans, and lean into uniting, joining in a new song for this planet and species. It is best to not resist, but to work with whatever is coming up proactively, making wise choices, setting new boundaries, and being responsible for organizing the flow of energy in ways that serve you better. You are a Creator Being. Understand the nature of Consciousness and Energy – and understand your world. Celebrate the victories, mourn the losses, but keep moving forward. Keeping standing strong. Keep shining your Light. You matter in the scheme of the current trajectory humanity is on. And it is a trajectory. Evolution is a birthright. Embrace your power to evolve to the highest and best version of your Self, everyday, and watch how the world around you, necessarily evolves, as well.
Holding it ALL, with great care,
Love and Only Love,
DeAnne ♥
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